I am indeed surprised

I watched Macam-Macam Aznil, the old season of course. The one that he invited traditional dancers and then he asked the one or two of the audiences to dance along. On todays episode, it was Zapin Hanuman (Hanuman = Monkey). He later asked a boy to join the dancers. Well, of course you guys can predict how the boy danced - almost like a robot. Then it hit me, this boy must be familiar with that dance- shuffle (or whatever they call it), because his foot kind of stuck on the floor each time he does the kicking action.

What a pity when we as Malaysian, couldn't even dance our traditional dance anymore. The grace that we once had was gone and replaced with i don't even know what to call it. Pity.

We have so many types of dances; Malay, Chinese and Indian are few of them. I myself cannot perform Malay traditional dance well but at least i did try my best whenever i had the chance to do so. If only i had the gracefulness..

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On the other hand, i am rather surprised to read my previous entries (dated 3 years ago). Those entries were longer, written with simple English (agaknya la) and made more sense than the recent one. I wish i could write like that again. Need more practice.

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521. Australian Network. Tun Mahathir is speaking about the importance of knowledge. Reading is to learn. I am amazed with Tun Mahathir. He really contributed a lot to this country. I need not say more.

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Saya mahu tengok Baby Lana Arissa. Tapi bila ye? Hmm....

Meeting?

It has not yet been a month and i managed to write another post. Yeay! Berjaya jugak lah nak tulis lagi satu cerita walaupun takde idea.

About work. Saya kerja di Int*n, Kluang. Hmm..akan datang tugas saya memerlukan saya bercakap depan orang ramai (suatu benda yang saya mmg cukup lemah, huuu). Selain tu, uruskan kursus dan benda2 yang sewaktu dengannya. Tapi tu jelah yang saya boleh ceritakan ttg tugas saya. Nak cerita lebih2 pun saya sendiri tengah belajar.

Since end of April, i've been meeting lots and lots of people. My batch, people at work, people whom i met at kursus. I like all of them. I like meeting people, but at times i can be very very shy and afraid to start the conversation. Has anyone has any tips on this?

Pengurusan masa masih lagi belum top. Office belum lagi dikemas sepenuhnya. Barang2 orang lama ada lagi dalam bilik tu. Kena kemas sikit2. Tentang kerja saya masih belum tahu banyak perkara. But i am learning,walaupun masih berkarat lagi, saya kena cepat aware tentang persekitaran saya. Barulah boleh saya belajar dengan cepat.

Baru balik kursus di Rompin minggu lepas dari Ahad hingga Khamis. Ahad ni gerak ke KL pulak, ada meeting. Kena ikut dan belajar.

Okay. Nak main ngan Aisy. hehe.

Saya dan Kerja

Sampai hari ini belum jelas lagi apa yang perlu saya buat. Tapi tak bermaksud saya nak merungut saya tak ada kerja, sebabnya saya tahu bila kerja dah menimbun lain pulak jadinya. Saya tetap bersyukur sebab saya berjumpa dengan kawan-kawan baru yang menarik, pelbagai personaliti dan latar belakang. I wouldn't trade my two weeks for anything.

Saya akan bekerja di Kluang. Buat masa sekarang saya akan berulang dari Batu Pahat ke Kluang, tapi akan cari juga kalau2 ada cara lain yg lebih mudah nnt utk saya. Takut jugak bila fikir pasal kerja ni. Takut sebab pengalaman bekerja tu tak ada. Dan saya perlu cepat menyesuaikan diri di tempat kerja tu nnt.

Kadang2 saya tak faham dengan sikap rakyat Malaysia yang mmg suka sangat komplen pasal kerajaan. Sikit2 nak komplen. Salah sikit komplen. Saya rasa kalau dia yang dapat tanggungjawab memimpin komfem pening kepala dia tak tido malam. Memang ada segelintir pemimpin yang apabila mereka ada di atas, mereka lupa dan lalai dengan kuasa dan duit yang disogokkan. Tapi tak semua begitu.

Tak sempat nak keep in touch dengan rakan2 lama. Pada yang hendak menyambut cahaya mata, atau yang hendak berkahwin dan bertunang, tahniah ye!

Kalau ada rezeki kita akan berjumpa, tak kiralah mungkin di kenduri2 kahwin atau terserempak dimana2.

Okay. Sampai nanti.

Photoshop

I've been wanting to upload some of my photos online since i dont remember when. I did actually had a flickr account, then i deleted it for a reason i dont remember why.

Now, here it is again : click here.

Enjoy the pics. I am still learning how to take pictures and still need coaching on photoshop. My editing s**ks.

Okay peeps. Later!

Oh yes

YES! I finally got me a job. I felt better now that finally i'm going to have one (contract not signed yet) and at the same time am worried whether can i do it well? Its on contract basis for two years. And certainly i must pass their requirementsss before having it permanent.

On the other hand, I do think that leaving this blog dusty and all made me forget how to write. How to express myself in longer sentences that make sense. Being able to express myself in writing meant something to me because it kept me sane. And I intend to be so for the rest of my life. I do feel jealous reading other blogs especially those who wrote beautiful sentences and have cool stories to share. I want to be one of them.

Ouch. My head hurts. I cant think more than two paragraphs for now. But its a progress, and i am grateful for that.

I want to write more. I will write more.

ps: i miss taking pictures with rukia

Bad news Good news

Yep. I promised to upload pictures of Penang and Aisy from my camera, but that's not going to happen. The pictures are lost and could not be recovered. Schade, aber ich kann nichts machen. (Too bad but there's nothing that i can do about it)

On the other hand, the good news is, my job hunt is almost over. After everything is on black and white, i'll update again. Ada pun orang nak ambik saya kerja.

Mood swings.
Gone is the idea to write.

I've been wanting to update the pictures promised but Apad has my camera now and i havent get the chance to take those pictures from him. Bila la agaknya nk jumpa balik Rukia saya.

I enjoyed my time with Tanjung very much. She helped a lot masa kat Terengganu and i really appreciate it. And Tanj!! I am looking forward for next time.

Job hunting, i dunno. Harap-harap tersangkut la satu daripada mana-mana position that i applied for.

Aisy da tumbuh gigi. Hehe. Tapi nurse cakap baby kalau da tumbuh gigi biasanya lambat jalan. Betul ke?

Err..da lama tak menulis ni mcm kekok pulak. Haha. Sambung nanti lah ni nampaknya.

Jap. A few more things. Najib is the PM. I dont like KJ winning at all. Money and power, people would kill to have them.